Dzy-ancee

She said “Fine” then staring straight to the star-studded sky. Her eyes looks unfocused. Tears falling from her eyes with a sudden. Tears explaining her feelings on that worst night.

and, when there’s no one like you, does not mean you are the only one. It means, i can’t replaced you, and someone else better means nothing to me. You mean so much to me.

I’m ready if one day you just silent, then opened wide steps and walked to the back. I’m ready for the next time you stop and look at me with a blank stare, then gave me a goodbye smile. I’m ready for the next time I see you smiling with other people. Even I am ready if one day we meet again, it will only be seen 2 people who do not know each other, and the memories swirling in your head like a piece of old and obsolete cd playback. And if that last sentence would happen in real life, I’ll keep my feelings deep. I will not throw it away. I just keep it in the long term. Whether it will fade and worn, or it will come back again. Let the time to answer all the riddles of my memory about this.

And until this time, I still loving you. And your name will always in my prayer. My pray, the same pray i always prayed. With the same expectations, be on your side forever.

Well, no matter how hard i’ve tried.Forgetting you is never seems so easy. And i hope, i’ll found a guy like you, and could completely be mine.

Aku siap jika suatu hari nanti kamu hanya diam membisu, lalu membuka langkah lebar dan berjalan ke belakang. Aku siap jika nanti kamu berhenti dan menatapku dengan tatapan kosong, lalu menyunggingkan seulas senyum perpisahan. Aku siap jika nanti aku melihatmu tersenyum bersama orang lain. Bahkan aku siap jika suatu hari nanti kita bertemu lagi, hanya akan terlihat 2 orang yang tidak saling mengenal, dan kenangan manis berputar-putar di kepala bagaikan sekeping cd tua nan usang yang diputar kembali. Dan jika kalimat terakhir tadi terjadi, aku akan menyimpan perasaanku dalam-dalam. Aku tidak akan membuangnya. Aku hanya menyimpannya dalam jangka waktu lama. Entah itu akan memudar dan usang, atau justru akan kembali lagi. Biar waktu yang menjawab semua teka-teki mengenai memori ku ini.